Sometimes it's very easy to convince yourself that you need to achieve everything immediately. Right now. Every little bit of a thing. Just now. No matter what.
But it's not true.

The best way to understand if something is really important?
Just ask yourself 'Is this going to be still important to me in six months?'. Well, if the answer is yes, then go ahead with it. If not, think twice about it and about the time and the energy you are willing to invest into being able to achieve something that is not going to mean anything to you in less than six months from now.
Do you want to go ahead with it anyway?